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Tuesday, 27 December 2011

sumpah rindu !♥♥

sumpah aq rindu kaw
sumpah aq xley lupekan kaw
sumpah aq syg kaw
tp , aq xbrani untuk mnyatakan sumpah utk menyatakan yg aq akn menanti kaw smpai akhir denyutan jantungku ini. tapi, aq terlalu yakin dan aq prcaya yg aq akn tetap setie dngan kaw walaupon kaw dh sakit kan aty aq. mse mula-2 kaw sakitkan aty aq, aq gram gak but dh lame pastu aq cube untuk bnci kaw tp aq xley sbb aq terlalu syg kan kaw . hanya kaw yg bole wat hidup aq ni ceria walaupon tanpa menegur , melayan , dan menghiburkanku. kerana sekali kaw memandang dan merenung wajahku tanpa mengeluarkan kate-2, aq teramat yakin yg hidup aq jadi bahagia. ntah, aq pon xtaw smpai ble lagi aq bolee btahan untuk tggu kaw . hanya tuhan saja yg tahu ap yang ku rasa saat ini. aq sanggup menepis sebuah cinta dr seseorang yang amat mndambakan cintaku kerana aq mahu kaw lihat betapa besarnya cinta aq trhadap kaw sehingga aq sanggup menolak cinta dari seseorang kerana kaw . aq sanggup menunggu kaw . namun aq xbrani mengatakan yang kaw mnjadi milikku . kerana jodoh di tangan tuhan . aq hanya berserah pada tuhan. jika kaw jodohku, aq akn terime mu dngan seadanya . jika tidak aq akan memohon kpade tuhan untk menjauhkan diri kaw dr hidupku supaya aq dpat meneruskan hidup tanpamu. tp aq mahu kaw tahu yg kaw adlah cinta pertamaku dan aq ingin kaw menjadi cinta terakhirku .
CREDIT TO: FZ

♥♥



Tuesday, 13 December 2011

there's only you in my heart.

sedihnye ble kaw pindaa. xtggu aq pon. aq bkannye taw kaw nk pindaa ari yg same aq ikot bpak aq g sepang. kenapa kaw xtggu aq. walaupun masing-2 xnk jmpe, at least kasi lahh aq peluang terakhir tgok muke kaw. dh lahh nk contact kaw ssah. pe-2 hal aq harap sangat yg kaw dtg-2 lahh jb kay . but , aq tkot nnt law kaw dtg jb kte xkan prnah trserempak. urmm . whatever.
n satu lagy pengakuan aq ialah aq mngaku yg aq mmng xley lupekan kaw lahh kawan sbb kaw je yg bolee wat aq hepy walaupon kaw sakitkan aty aq.
actually i just wanna say gudbyee to you and simply said is i lurve u and u are the only one in my heart . jage diri bek-2 kay .
to my friend yg dh lame xbrtegur ngan aq ats sbb-2 yg xmsok akal . hee ~

Thursday, 8 December 2011

i gotta go my own way

i gotta says what in my mind
something about us 
doesn't seem right these days                                                                                                           
life keeps getting in the way 
whenever we try some how the plan 
is always rearranged 
it's so hard to say 
but i've gotta do what's best for me 
you'll be okay


i've got to move on and be who i am 
i just don't belong here 
i hope you understand 
we might find our place in this world some day 
but at least for now 
i gotta go my own way


don't wanna leave it all behind 
but i get my hopes up
and i watch them fall everytime 
another colour turns to grey 
and it's just too hard to watch it all 
slowly fade away 


i'm leaving today coz i've gotta do what's best for me 
you'll be okay


i've got to move on and be who i am 
i just don't belong here 
i hope you understand 
we might find our place in this world some day 
but at least for now
 i gotta go my own way


what about us? 
what about everything we've been through?


what about trust?


you know i never wanted to hurt you


and what about me?


what am i supposed to do?


i gotta leave but i'll miss you


i'll miss you


so i've got to move on and be who i am
what do you have to go?


i just don't belong here i hope you understand 
i'm trying to understand 
we might find our place in this world somedays 
but at least for now


i want you to stay i wanna go my own way 


i've got to move on and be who i am 
what about us? 


i just don't belong here i hope u you understand 
i'm trying to understand 


we might our place in this world somedays but at least for now 


i gotta go my own way
i gotta go my own way 
i gotta go my own way



Monday, 5 December 2011

Maafkan aku !!

dah lame gakk ann aq xupdate blog aq. rindu plak . sejak lupekan dy . mcam-2 dugaan dtg . org tuhh la ni lahh aiyshh . susahnye idop law cm ni . rase cm nk bunuh diri je .
n sejak dak laki ni igt blk kt aq . aq rse hepy sgt . but at the same time . aq rse brsalah ngan awek dy . coz aq xnk law ap-2 jd ngan hubungan dy owg nnt aq gak yg kene . mcam-2 alasan yg aq cube beri, tapi mcam xbrjaye je . dy mcam taw yg aq cube jauhkan diri dari dy . 5 tahun kott dy knal aq , msti lahh dy taw cmne prangai aq . i just wanna say to u that i hav tu take a distance on u for u n ur own life with her . i know tht we wanna be together but we can't coz i really don't want this happen to me . i just wanna see u happy . hope u understand what i mean n i'm really-2 sorry coz i can't be with u n be beside u when u need me . i have to. maybe . once ago , u said to me that u like me but at the same time i said no, we can't . coz he had been couple with my best friend . after he broke up with my friend , he keep looking n searching for me n he really-2 hope that i accept him in my life . but , i will say the same word which is 'no' . n i until he found a girl who can make his life more cheerful . but i know that his heart is with me , until today .
3/12- he texting with me . but i ask him a question about him, me n his girl . n he always said then he love me . n i just tell him the truth that i love him. but what about his girl ?
suddenly i've thought deeply that i will back away because i want to see you with her a happy life. i do not want to disturb you . until now i do not know how to say how close you because i am afraid you are disappointed with my decision . i clogged so badly . i hope if you read what i write is you can understand and if possible do not find me again . and one more thing , i want you to know that i love u . but i do not promise that my love to u is endures forever . i we are not meant together , i am pleased n i'll be looking for good people like you who are constantly concerned about me . thank u very much .

Wednesday, 2 November 2011

bosann gilerr

hari ni terasa terlalu lalu bosann . ble lahh nk raye aji kann kann .. xsbar nk smbut .. lagy pon nk g uma mak long agy .. ad bbq .. hurmm .. msty sdap kann . n lagy satu .. spm pon dh nk dkat .. aq still harap kn yg si dia bolee wat yg trbaik .. walau pon aq bnci dy .. tp aq ttp doakn dy .. smpai sini je kot aq nk share .. hehe

Tuesday, 1 November 2011

keputusan muktamad

okay .. kali ni aq btol-2 dh nekad nk lupekan dy .. aq sakit aty .. tp aq redha atas pemergian dy dari idop aq.. dan kali ini keputusan aq untuk melupakan dy adlah muktamad dan xkan pernah sesekali berpaling lagy terhadap keputusan nihh .. coz .. pepatah ad mngata kn ..
don't worry if you are single 
coz god is always looking at you right now 
n saying 
"im saving this one for someone special."
mknenye ,, tuhan telah melindungi aq supaya aq tdak melakukan kesilapan besar dlam idop aq dan suatu ari nanti dy ingin melihat hambanya(aq) bersame org yg layak untuk hidup bersama ku sehingga terhenti degupan jantung ku yg terakhir .

Monday, 17 October 2011

a little love








Greatness as you
Smallest as me
You show me what is deep as sea

A little love, little kiss
A litlle hug, little gift
All of little something. these are our
 memories

You make me cry,
Make me smile,
Make me feel that love is true...
You always stand by my side,
I don't want to say goodbye.

You make me cry,
Make me smile,
Make me feel the joy of love.
Oh! Kissing you...
Thank you for all the
 love you always give to me,
Oh! I
 love you...

(* Repeat from the beginning * 01 time)

Yes I do, I always do...

Make me cry,
Make me smile
Make me feel that love is true
You always stand by my side
I don't want to say goodbye.

You make me cry,
Make me smile,
Make me feel the joy of love
Oh! Kissing you...
Thank you for all the
 love you always give to me,
Oh! I
 love you...

To be with you... Oh! I
 love you...

Monday, 10 October 2011

i wanna forget you after what did you do to me .. but i know that i can't coz u are the one in my hearts ..

FZNZ nk bercerite:

 td kt skola best sgt .. lpas kluar dr surau je tros g dewan .. mcam2 telatah yg ad kt dewan .. especially group aq la yg paling kecoh skali .. td kte owg cri la tmpat duduk yg dkat ngan kipas n then NZ pon duduk ar mngadap makmal 5 ..sekali NZ terperasan yg FZ ad kt dlam lab tu ..NZ ingat dy duduk dlam lab belah belakang rupenye belah depan .. mse mula2 dy duduk dkat belah tngkap .. tp makin lame mkin dkat tgh2 .. urm NZ cube gak ar prhatikan si FZ ni ..kte owg dh la time study kh bising ..NZ asyik ketawe jerkk .. pas too NZ tgok la FZ,, dy pon ketawe gak ngan mmber dy .. mcam biase la NZ ni mmng ske prhatikan FZ.. tp xtaw plak asl ari ni dy plak yg asyik prhatikan NZ .. NZ xtaw knape .. time NZ tgh hayal brbual ngan kwan ,, dy pndang NZ .. NZ bley nmpak yg mata dy tgok NZ .. lpas NZ tgok dy,, dy tros pndang tmpat lain .. ade skali tu jerkk yg FZ tgh pndang NZ n mse NZ pndang blk jerkk dy tgokk je NZ .. NZ pelik gak xtaw knape .. tp satu bnde yg FZ perlu taw ialah NZ akn tetap menanti  FZ dn aty NZ takkan prnah berubah demi FZ .. SEKIAN ..

berjumpa kembali tapi sedih sekali

FZNZ HERE nk bercerite :


ari ni dpat gak melayan sorang adk angkat kesayangan ak sorang ni tp dy lain sangat .. sejak dh skola tmpat lain dy tros berubah .. dy pnyee lah im ngan mmber aq ckap miss aq la .. itu la inila .. skali aq im ngan dy,, dy wat bodo jerkk .. geram kn .. skit beb hati .. akk hope adk brubah la kay .. akk nk adk yg dulu .. okee .. miss you ..Zeyra Kelfyra to Hafiza Norhizam ..

Friday, 7 October 2011

mimpi PELIK !!

FZNZ NK BERCERITE-
mlam tdi dpat satu mimpi..agk2 mimpi ap ekh ..haha..msty trtanye-tanye kn ..
agk2 korang la mimpi tu seram ke sedih ke n bla bla bla...

korang rse2 la.. law tgok pic ni msty cm aq tgh keliru n malu ngan mimpi kn ..actually,,aq x mimpi pon psal jejaka FZ ni .. aq mimpi sorang dak ni .. uma dy dkat gak ngan uma aq .. law kt kuartes or kt skola dy slalu pndang aq .. especially time aq tgh bertugas kt pagar utama xpon time aq nk blk skola or lpak ngan mmber ksayangan aq ni si Mimi Faza ..haha .. mimi pon ske tgok mke dy gak .. kte owg ni mmang sekepala ..but xprnah la gadoh psal bnde yg xbrfaedah ni .. bak kate owg ..saje je nk cuci mate tgok manusia kt sekeliling .. haha ..
okee kte blk pulak psal mimpi td .. ntah mcam mne plak aq bolee mimpi si dia ni .. nk cte pon malu .. tp sekadar meluahkan rase haha .. ngade2 seyh .. okee2 ,,serius .. aq dh taw dah dak tu dh break  ngan sorang dak ni .. so,,mse kt dlam mimpi tu ..mmber aq yg duduk sme blok ngan dy pon ckap la yg ad dak ue ske kt dy .. dak yg ske kt dy tu mmber aq ..mimi ..mmber aq yg ddok sme blok ngan dy bg ar no kt dak yg bru break tu..dy bg no mimi ..mse tu dak yg bru break tu mcet ar no tu ..dy xtaw ar tu no mimi .. dy mcet xde owg blas .. mlam tu tetibe dy dtg uma aq .. aq ajk ar dy msok ..n then,,dy tnye aq asl dy mcet aq x reply .. aq ckap ar ble mse dy mcet aq ..pas tu dy tnjuk ar no yg dye sent mcet ..aq prhatikan btol2 rupenye no mimi ..aq x ckap ngan dy pon psal bnde tu ..aq bg dy satu no ni ..aq sruh dy kol ..skali phone aq yg atas meja pon brbunyi.. bru dy sdar yg dy kol tu no aq .. aq hanye diam kn diri je psal no mimi .. nasib baek gak ar dy xtanye aq no spe tu .. rupenye dlam diam2 dy pndam prasaan dy kt aq ..aduh malunya aq ..hehe ..aq rse smpai situ je kot ..kan cite2 pnjang2 x abis plak ..
cume ad satu bnde je yg aq pelik ..dngar cte dak yg break tu ego .. btol ke .. haha .. lantak dy la .. dy bkan nye spe2 pon ngan aq .. ad satu prkataan yg aq bley bg kt dy
                        ADA AKU KISAH !!!
                                                            HAHA...

Tuesday, 13 September 2011

kenapa ??

 kenapa idop msty ad ksedihan,,kegembiraan,,kemarahan n bla bla bla...
 
dulu aq slalu hepy ngan mmber2 aq..tp skunk aq sdyh,,xtaw kenapa..xkn jelez ngan dy owg kot..tp mmng aq ad jelez ngan dy owg pasal kt fb..aq geram sgt taw x..smpai aty dy..slame ni aq sbar tgok prangai dy..aq tggu je taw..ni korang fham2 je la law aq dh post kt blog ni brmkne aq tgh geram!!..mne2 mmber aq yg bce bnde ni yg fham tolong lah jgn ganggu emosi aq ..yg xfham tu nnt aq akn jelaskn ..yg aq taw 6 org mmber yg aq ad..dua org je xfham ap yg aq post..(x trmasuk yg bru taw ..)..aq xksah law kaw nk add dy.. tp agk la wei..pkir skit prasaan aq..sory guys..aq trpkse post bnde ni..hope korang pkir prasaan aq..

Monday, 5 September 2011

dinda-mahkota band


Dinda ku ingin bertemu
Meski tak tahu engkau di mana
Di sini ku dingin tanpamu
Dinda dengar
Aku merindukan dirimu
Dinda dengar
Ku ingin selalu menemani mu
Dulu kau selalu tersenyum
Ku taruhkan nyawaku untukmu
Dan kini ku hidup tanpamu

Dinda dengar
Aku merindukan dirimu
Dinda dengar
Ku ingin selalu menemani mu
Dinda dengar
Aku merindukan dirimu
Dinda dengar
Ku ingin selalu menemani mu
Dinda

Thursday, 25 August 2011

raya !!

pejam celik pejam celik dh nk raye dh kn ..nasih bek still bley pjam celik agy law pjam x celik2 cmne..haha..*just joking..xsbar rasenye kaki aku ni nk jejak kt kampung..hmm,,msty best kn..dngan celoteh sedare2 aq ni..lagy satu hal,, xsbar aq nk mnantikn kehadiran org bru kt kmpung nnt..msty chomell kn org bru tu..xsbar nk peluk dy..dukung dy n cium pipi dy..hope korang pon hepy dngan khadiran aidilfitri kali ni..selamat hari raya aidlilfitiri,,maaf zahir dan batin !!jika ap yg aq post slame ni mnyakitkn aty korang,,beribu kemaafan aq pohon k...jangan men mercun taw !!law nk men gak ajk aq skali !!haha..

Perpisahan ini - 1st Edition feat Aizat Amdan

Wednesday, 24 August 2011

don't take it easy okee !!



if 1 day , u feel like crying , call me .. i dun promiz tht i'll make u laugh , but i can cry wif u ..
if 1 day , u want to runaway , dun be afraid to call me .. i dun promiz i will ask u to stop , but i can run wif u ..
if 1 day , no one is listening to u , call me .. i promiz to be there for u , n be quiet to listen to ur words ..
......BUT......
if 1 day , u call n there's no answers , come fast to see me .. mybe i'm not around anymore ...... =='

yes !!

aq dh xpyah nk igt kt bnde ue lagi..aq dh dpat idop bebas..xde bnde yg bley halang aq..btol gak kate2 mmber aq yg aq kne ku at n lupekn prkare yg dh lpas..tp bnde tu msty dtg blk..korang nk taw bnde tu apa ??


PMR..HUHU..TKOTNYEE...

Sunday, 17 July 2011

perghhhh...
x cm pnadd plak smalam,,,
kne layan owg la,,adk sdare la...
last2 kne cuci pnggan plak..
adoyai...

majlis @ kampung...-time abis majlis..


                                                  cuci kasi bersih.....haha....

kenduri @ kampung..-time majlis....





                                       

Monday, 11 July 2011

dh lme x update..
ntah ble agy dpat update...
ni pon bkak secara senyap2...
law kantoi ngan bpak aq mampos bley ark...
hope sok n ari sterusnye dpat bkak blog...

Monday, 6 June 2011

balik kampung!!

ari ni nk kene blk kmpg..
nk siapkan keje sej..
igtkn grak ptg..
rupenye mlam...ish..
wat penat aq je kmas bju awal2..
mnyusahkan btol..
tp xpe janji dpat blk kmpg..

Sunday, 5 June 2011

arini xde la best mne..
coz xkuar uma lpak ngan mmber..
bosan giler..
ap ekh nk buat...??

Wednesday, 1 June 2011


Rasa sepi ini pernah terjadi 
sebuah kisah tentang diri yang berdiri 
di atas nama seni 
tentang hati yang separuh daripadanya sudah sebati 
dan tentang rasa kecintaanya yang terlalu tinggi 
rasa sepi kini 
satu tanda yang pernah di temui 
satu nama yang pernah menemani 
mengisi sepenuh ruang hati 
meninggalkan jauh hari-hari sepi

at telok chempedak before my brother's wedding,,,

                                                                     mkan ye bang........
                                                            adk sdare ku yg sengal belaka
                                                               dua-dua ni sengal abis..
                                                                 gila glamour btol..haha
                                                           ni abg aq yg tersangat poyo..
                                                                   my lurve cousin....
                                                              geram btol la ngan photographer ni..
                                                                         parkingson ap??
                                                                
                                                       
                                                               photographer:nurul wahidah..

my brother's wedding