n sejak dak laki ni igt blk kt aq . aq rse hepy sgt . but at the same time . aq rse brsalah ngan awek dy . coz aq xnk law ap-2 jd ngan hubungan dy owg nnt aq gak yg kene . mcam-2 alasan yg aq cube beri, tapi mcam xbrjaye je . dy mcam taw yg aq cube jauhkan diri dari dy . 5 tahun kott dy knal aq , msti lahh dy taw cmne prangai aq . i just wanna say to u that i hav tu take a distance on u for u n ur own life with her . i know tht we wanna be together but we can't coz i really don't want this happen to me . i just wanna see u happy . hope u understand what i mean n i'm really-2 sorry coz i can't be with u n be beside u when u need me . i have to. maybe . once ago , u said to me that u like me but at the same time i said no, we can't . coz he had been couple with my best friend . after he broke up with my friend , he keep looking n searching for me n he really-2 hope that i accept him in my life . but , i will say the same word which is 'no' . n i until he found a girl who can make his life more cheerful . but i know that his heart is with me , until today .
3/12- he texting with me . but i ask him a question about him, me n his girl . n he always said then he love me . n i just tell him the truth that i love him. but what about his girl ?
suddenly i've thought deeply that i will back away because i want to see you with her a happy life. i do not want to disturb you . until now i do not know how to say how close you because i am afraid you are disappointed with my decision . i clogged so badly . i hope if you read what i write is you can understand and if possible do not find me again . and one more thing , i want you to know that i love u . but i do not promise that my love to u is endures forever . i we are not meant together , i am pleased n i'll be looking for good people like you who are constantly concerned about me . thank u very much .
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